So everyday he is off, he lays there like a lump. I've gotten to the point where I make plans, that I inform him of the night before. Yet, he lays there until it's so late, we can no longer do what I planned. Then he proceeds to get up like nothing is wrong and wonders why I could possibly be upset.
I feel at this point I'm screaming and not a soul truly hears me. All I do is try for him and it's all for nothing anymore. I know that I cannot, have this same conversation with him one more time. Nothing changes afterward, so what is the point. I'm so upset that I can't look at him, don't want to talk with him. It's getting to the point that it happens now and I fall a bit out of love, because I feel, he just isn't listening. I deserve more then this.
I deserve someone that wakes up and wants to spend the days he has off with me, someone who wants to take me different places, experience different things with me. Instead I get a lump, who doesn't move until he feels like it and then, gets up, only to do what he wants to do.
I'm so done and I just don't know what to do or say anymore.
